[And I said, "Oh lord, just take me now."
Journal Entry: Thu May 15, 2008, 5:28 PM
- Mood:
Annoyed - Listening to: "Take Me With You" - Secondhand Serenade
- Reading: Nothing
- Watching: Your mom, bitch.
- Playing: The Sims 2
- Eating: Corn dogs >:
- Drinking: Water
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EditMy cosplay came in today~
I'll post bad pictures once I get muh hairz cut.
Also, Steven's NaziMom is pissed off because I got my costume. She says it's a frivilous waste of money.
I told her she could fuck herself.
She won't talk to me. XD;
Anyway...mom let me get the costume a long time ago when we were optimistic about getting our money.
The old faggotfucker can suck a dick for all I care.
She pisses me off. End Edit
I said it this morning.
I said it this afternoon.
And I'm saying it now.
"Oh Lord, just take me now."
I'm so depressed it isn't even funny.
It just isn't fair that I can go from "'Oh my fucking God, AAF is only in ten days I'm so fucking excited! I get to see my friends for the first time since October!' bouncing off the walls all happy 'cause I have such great friends and I get to see them and on top of that I get to go to my first ever anime convention" happy to "Oh my God why do these things happen to me? What have we done to deserve something like this to happen to us?" depressed in such a short amount of time.
This government-money-induced bipolar faggotry is for the fucking birds.
Our tax return money hasn't come in yet.
It should have been here last month or the beginning of this month, at least but guess what? IT'S NOT FUCKING THERE.
It really pisses me off.
The only way I'll be able to see Ramen and Muffin is if this fucking money comes in. I'm not even worried about the convention right now. I just want to see my friends.
So, let's fucking hope the money gets here within the next nine or ten days. Okay?
And Muffin, if you're reading this, mom wants to know if you'd be willing to help her drive back down here (God willing the money comes in) because she's going to my pedorapist brother's fiancee's graduation (from the GED program) Thursday night and she wants to be able to sleep so she can do something with Steven Friday seeing as Saturday is their anniversary (as well as ARKANSAS ANIME FESTIVAL)...
She says she'll write the directions down and we can find our own way home while she sleeps in the back seat.
I asked her if she'd really be able to sleep through us yelling and laughing and missing exits and she said that yeah, she probably would.
So if the money comes in and we get lost I'm blaming mom.
Mom and Steven argue a lot more than they did when we lived in Clinton...it's really depressing.
I assume it's about money (seeing as we've had so little of it since we moved) but really...they didn't used to argue like ever (unless I had caused it because I'm Satan spawn) and now they argue all the time. T_T
Steven and I have had our arguments. No, we don't get along all the time and no matter how fucking annoying and retarded he can be, he's still the closest thing I've ever had to a father and he makes my mom happy...so if they get a divorce or something because of this...I don't know...I'll be upset.
Really upset.
'Cause he is my dad...and I do love him.
Even if I give him shit all the time and yell at him.
Even if he is an insufferable ass...
I still love him.
He's been my primary father-figure since I was five years old...it'd be heart-breaking if something were to happen.
*headdesk x's a bajillion*
In other news...
I'm a million times more HxC than all of you.
Period.
Requests: Nevar.
Art Trades: Closed until I can get the others finished.
Commish: Open
I will only accept a maximum of five Trades/Commishes at a time.
1. Iwata for - 
2. Jhonny and Rog for - 
3. Axel for - 
4.
5. Surprise for -
I <3 Clubs!

I <3 Friends!

I <3 The Computer Triforce Club
The only three kids dumb enough to sit in a triangle and talk to eachother over YIM...while they were in the same room...

And I <3 My Watchers
Every last one of them. For giving me the encouragement and support. They don't have to watch me...but they do. And that makes me feel special. :3

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Clitter turned my labia into a YAY-bia!
love your avatar so cute
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Keep up the good work! :3
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That's what you get when you let your heart win.
When we move to Texas.
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